Med is Tough. REALLY Tough. And to add being an athlete on top of that you really need to manage your time and it needs to be done Flawlessly! Life would be really hectic and crazy.. If you set your mind to it you can do it. It will be a heck of a lot of work, but you're the only person who knows how much you can handle. At least with the scholarship you have a lot less to pay at the end of everything.. You just need to weigh the pros and the cons, and make sure that what you choose is what you really want to do.. cuz if it isn't, then you won't enjoy it. you won't enjoy your life.. and things will be even worse..

But you know what I really hate? Regrets. I believe that it's better to try something and know that you did your best, than to go through life wishing that you attempted it.. you don't want to keep asking yourself ''what if?''

All the Best..

Neü

I really HATED how I did on the last few.. Particularly Chemistry. I didn't even want to hand my paper back to the prof. Sheer disappointment. No more going out huh? Yp ! No more of that! At least not on days near exams. But my studying habits have been getting better and I'm proud of that.. I'm actually able to sit down during the day and get things done... and wake up before 9 to read. But then again those are days that I'm the only one in my room. ..

People are a major distraction here.. Sometimes you really need to get away from everyone so you can get something done. It's the only way that I can work efficiently. .

I always rant about this shiz don't I? Lol. NO Lol.

Calculus is coming up and it's gonna Buss my WoAh.. UNLESS I practice that is !

So digitalized text book, you'll be seeing A LOT of me ! Heh heh !

Neü

Got myself to the hospital last night. My body found it fit to have an allergic reaction at 2 in the morning while I was trying to rape chemistry... and it was -12º !!!!! Damn you Halifax!

To make things worse I had to wait an hour to see the doctor and another half hour to get taken care of. So the swelling got even worse! .

Now I'm asian again. Not the cute type tho, the puffy type lol. hmmm.

So I missed my exams and my formal lab today. I can redo the lab on Friday but I'll still be swollen. Ugh!. As for the exams I'm hoping they let me write them..

Till then there's still a lot of work to be done.!

Why am I up at 2a.m.?? hm... 

I'm seeing and hearing things that are getting me lonely...

Everyone's excited about being with the one they love.. 

I didn't even remember that V-day was on the horizon.. Maybe that's why I feel this way...?

I Miss him....

And what's worse? Everybody Knows by John Legend is being sung right now. I don't think I can ever listen to that song again.. It brings back so many memories... All painful ones.. Can't deal with any of it.

The past week has been so terrible for me. It got to the point where I couldn't even muster up get up and go to class because I was feeling so unhappy. So, yesterday I missed my first two classes of the semester... But it's Ok. I'll catch up. 

Oh February... Please be nice to me..

I experience my first snow day yesterday. Classes ended at 11:30, which just made me upset because I still had to get up for an 8:30 class that morning. ugh*. And half the class wasn't there so it was a waste since we did Nothing. 

But the blizzard was pretty cool. There was so much snow and fog I couldn't see that far out from my room. Even the windows had ice on them. I didn't get to go out during it though... And my friend REFUSED to let me go outside because she didn't want me to get sick again. I REAAALLYy wanted to just into a big pile of untouched snow! It looked so gorgeous.. it glistened.. No lie =P .

I still appreciated the day off though. It gave me more time to study for that psych exam I'd been dreading. Let's hope I Ace it !