It's 3rd year guys. What's been happening?

I've moved off campus - part of me regrets this, part doesn't. I Love the freedom. I love being able to make my own meals, and be away from the other 22 people on my floor. But I do miss having my own space, the community.. But most of all I miss the one thing I should not have let go of... that one thing I'm not allowed to mention.. 

My hair's been doing good so far. I steam it every two weeks now. I got a trim and it looks healthy. As for all the weight I lost over the summer, most of it is back on. -__-. I can't blame Aramark this time. It's like the world's telling me to jus sew my mouth shut. You'd swear I consume more than the average person. But whatever, I'll fix this. I always do. 

Regardless, today marks the day I make some changes in a lot of aspects of my life. Particularly that which involves the most influential.. (negatively influential i might add). I'm letting go of all that brings me down. It's hard to do when it's around you 24/7. But I'm trying to be more of who I used to be. I don't like who I've become. . 

I need to start aNeü.

Hope everyone is doing well. And remember,

"There's a crack in everything - that's how the light gets in" 

"You can complain because roses have thorns, or rejoice that thorns have roses." - Tom Wilson

Darlings !

Here's a quick update. It's about TIME I get to this.

I'm done with my sophomore year of uni.. and let's just say.. this one was different and I definitely bit off more than I could chew this year... Three jobs and 5 courses.. Never again. As much as I want to... It leaves you with MINIMAL study time. It's absolutely ridiculous. sigh* And so my grades suffered.. I really wish I could just do this entire year over. It was no where near my best.. I'm very disappointed in myself.. But I guess I need to try to undo the damage now and try harder in the future.

I reapplied to be an RA and I made it ! =) So you're looking at a Returner. And hopefully next year I'll be a Senior RA. It really is a good experience. And my room is getting paid for so I'm happy. I didn't get the residence with the apartments... So I'm back to living in a bedroom as of September.. and back to living off the cafeteria. >_> !!!

And Now It's SumMMmmerrRrrr.. ! And I'm not going home =(.. I won't be touching the crisp waters of Sandy beach and feeling the waves crashing into me.. No family around me... No long time friends to talk absolute nonsense. I'm stuck in Halifax =( .. But I'm trying to make the best of it. I got a Job! =) !!!! I scored a job with Emera. Same guys who gave me my scholarship. Went to the mall and got some work attire... Got clothes that I would have never worn :/ .. They actually look Okkkkk! I'm pretty excited about this.. The only bad thing is that I have to take the bus an hour away and then walk for another 15 minutes ='( ... It's in the middle of nowhere :| .. i PRAY I don't get lost on the first day. I have no idea where to stop. On top of that I still have no cell phone lol.. Well no plan up here.. I'm just using wifi. Digi sim STILL Intact.

I'm Keeping My Fingers Crossed !

Neü

Sigh*..

Neü's Stuck in a Hard place ... A very hard place... And frankly, I don't know what to do this time.. Regardless of what I do, someone's going to get hurt..

Sigh*