Slowly.. I'm falling into a depression..
Some thing seems to go wrong with every passing moment
Frankly, I don't want to deal with any of them..
But I have to..
Technology is against me, I nearly lost ALL my music. Thanks to a friend of mine I managed to recover them but I'm trying to get things back to exactly the way it was and it's taking so much effort.. I've been at it for over a day now and I'm not near the end yet..
My weight has become too much. Seriously. I have to work my butt off. AGaIn.
Why THe HEck Do ppl Find it NEcessary that the FIRST thing they say when they see me is that I've gained weight???
Back the HELL OFF !! OBVIOUSLY i KNOw ThAT. It's My FREAKING BODY ! I DON'T NeEd YOU to POINT IT OUT TO ME.
saodjf;lasdfjkf;asljkfl;asjkf !!
I won't even waste my time CURSING them OUT Here.
UGH ! UPsetting !.!
sigh*
Now that I'm home, I'm realizing how damaging the weather in Halifax was to my Hair.. What was once long and thick has now become thin and rapidly directed its way into a ridiculous deplorable state..Just one day ago, a friend walked out of my life.. and it really hit me Hard.. I'm literally sulking over it..
And My Relationship? sigh*. Regardless of the fact that we're a 5 minute drive away from each other.. our connection.. Feels.. nearly non-existent.I spent the last two day just lying in my room because I don't feel like doing anything else.. I don't want to see anyone.. I definitely don't want anyone to see me..
Unless I'm able to hide EveRyThing.. and there's a lot to hide..
I'm not happy.. And things are just going to get worse.. before even a slight ray of sunshine makes it way in..
