Taking Liƒe As It Cømes.........✯.........❦......... .....◆.....And Writing It ∂own In The Process ღ.◆
That's a really hard decision for me to make. I had a taste of it at Sir Arthur...and it was definitely challenging and I dont want sports to get in the way of the thing I want most.
College doing pre med + college athlete on schol. Bissing training and not performing well is so out of it or else I'll lose the schol.
Getting a low gpa is out of it cuz il not get into med school.
I have to be perfect from the time I enter and that is a lot of pressure to handle. And I am no Trent. Lol.
But I really, really, really hate that regret thing too. I'm scared that if i don't go for it i'll be asking myself that dumb question: "what if"
But i guess if i choose not to for a perfectly good reason then asking myself "what if" would not be an option as I know it wasnt the best card to play, you know.
But there are so many other things to consider still.
Getting back, especially this late, doesnt automatically grant me a schol. Then I have my coaches to deal with. And getting a college schol still means I have to fight for med school and pay for it.
Where as Cuba is straight med.
**Sigh.
It sounds right when I think of the med aspect but I still wonder.
Growing up suxx!!!