Midterm Fall and Rise

I got my Chemistry midterm back the other day... The results? .. Not Pretty. Not pretty at ALL. I was so devastated .. . . I didn't even get the chance to cry because I was so busy studying for my Calculus midterm. I've made it more than clear that it's my weakest subject.. I went through so many papers, did so many questions, and I even got help from the prof. Hopefully it paid off because when I got the exam I understood everything :| I was so Shocked! So i'm hoping, I'm waiting.. I'm PraYing that I did Excellent ! We should be getting our papers back in the next two weeks =) So I'm looking forward to it.

Calculus may be over but the studying still continues ! Biology midterm in 5 days and Psychology in 7. Drugs and Behaviour is the biggest headache thus far !! So much to read and memorize it's ridiculous :| . That's what I get for taking a 3rd year course right? Well I don't think it would've made much difference whether I took it now or later.. Matter of fact I think it's better tha I did it now seeing as I'd just completed the prerequisite in the previous semester.. So everything's still a bit FreSh.. I will admit though that it's a really demanding course.. and since this one has no bonus points, i didnt do as well as I wanted on my assignment, and midterm, and I hadn't haded in the bonus assignment, I just may get a B :| unless I work some serious magic! Memory potion anyone?

Before I forget..

It's that time again when the Residence Department at SMU is searching for potential Resisdence Assistants for the upcoming academic year ! And Neu decided to apply. She needed to. With this high priced tuition, she needed it ! damn. So I applied for my first job, and anyone who knows me well knows that I'm not the one with that much job experience.. Not that much at all.. and it's hard to get a job because employers are ALWAYS looking for someone with experience. But how can we obtain it if you don't give us the chance right? So I had no resume, cover letter, or anything of the sort. So I had some serious life-evaluting to do. My brother got me to scan through 19 years of my life! .. Ok.. more like 10. He made me realize that a lot of the trivial things I had done in and out of school could be used! So together we created a solid two-page resume.. =) Booyah ! And after Two Weeks of anxiety, and constantly checking my e-mail to see whether I got a response or not, something popped up in my inbox ! All I can say is that I'm All SmilesSs. ! .. I haven't been hired.. Yet. We just got invited to have a group interview. After that comes the individual interview and the final decision is made at the end of the semester. And when (yes when. Not because I'm cocky but because I'm hoping ! and being extremely optimistic! I need this job SO badly. And I WANT this job. I'd appreciate it.) I get this, I'll be off to Camp Mush-A-Mush in Augussttttt. !

But that's not all for this summer..!! I'll be working alongside my mom and one of our country's most well-known doctors, in the laboratory. Good practice for a future surgeon! Plus I get to make some money, While spending time with my mother <3 Love her so much. And the experience will be Plus too !

So after taking courses for the first half of the summer I'll be jetting back home to my family, friends, my love, and my job.! And yes, my country toOo with all it's ups and downs. You appreciate home so much more when you don't have the opportunity to be there whenever you want to.

So I just gave you guys a mouthful, a handful, and footful? :S . I dk lol. But this post was LONG ! Sorry !

Hope you enjoyed it though.

Moral? Hard work, determination, perservverance, will get you to your goal, and it will get you what you deserve...
Don't take anything, or anyone, for granted. The future's too unpredictable to let the time you have now go to waste..

During the past two weeks, I also realized that I should not fear asking for help.. If I hadn't I would be so lost when I wrote calculus today.. and If I had, I would have gotten a decent mark in Chemistry.. Lesson learnt right? As for procrastination.. as much as I hate you, I just can't seem to shake you off. . So much to be done, but rest is needed... Things go a lot more smoothly, and we're a lot more efficient when we're rested and relaxed..

So much to keep in mind.. but it's worth it, don't you think?

Make Life worth living..

Neu..