I MIss You..

I thought of you today...
And I had to fight so hard so that I would not break down...
Why do you cross my mind so often?
Why do I dream of you at night?
Why do I relate everything I do to something we've done?
Every time I see a guy, I compare him to you...
The way he looks, the way he walks, the way his fingers never appear quite the way yours do...
I miss your voice, and even your hair...
The way we'd just lay next to each other and gaze..
No friendship is like the one we've had...
No one speaks to me the way you do...
No one makes me laugh the way you do..
No one makes me mad the way you do.. .   .
No one makes me get over it as fast as you do...
I miss the fights we never had..
And the arguments that never came up..
The way you'd spend everyday with me, and let me know that it's the only thing you ever looked forward to...
I miss being your reason,
I miss making you smile..
I miss being help by you..
But I'll never miss you being the reason I cry..
Because even now that we're a thousand miles apart, I still shed tears for you..
I still shudder at the thought that I may lose you..
A part of me just wants... us..

Neü..