August is HEre!

It's already August!!!!!!! That means there's only one more week till my TicTac comes back. yay!

But it also means I'm closer to school ! =[..=].. :S.. BitterSweet... Bittersweet feeling..

I just found out that I have to write a Calculus exam on the first day! I searched through the topics and wow.. I've never done those lol. I'm screwed right? sigh* I got to read, I got to practice, because I don't want to take that test a second time.. Well actually I just don't want to fail the first. I hate failing something ! I'm not used to it and I NEVER want to get used to that.

I got my book list yesterday. I'm trying to get the textbooks so I can read ahead.. Not much luck with that since I don't know the authors..

Here's a list of what I'll be taking this year..

Calculus 

[which I can already tell is going to be a pain in my butt]

I Sense That I MAYYY Become A Hazard :/

Biology  ~~ this is my babbyyy!

..Chemistry

I'm looking forward to this. It seems really intriguing

Psychology: Mind and Brain

 and  

Japanese ...日本語


Why Japanese? The language interests me... Always had. I was determined to do German for a while because all the Intro to Japanese classes were filled.. But a few weeks later there was an opening and I decided to sign up there instead. I'm starting to think about whether doing a language on the whole is a good idea... With Japanese, every letter, every syllable is represented by a unique symbol. At least with German you have the Roman letters.. One form of Japanese writing uses it too but I doubt that's what they'll be teaching us..  I got my hands on the text book so at least I have a start...
It was either THIS or Sociology and I'm Sorry but I won't go down that path for anyone lol. I might end up failing just as bad anyway :/ . But let me keep my chin up. I'll work hard at this! I really wish I had started this sooner. UGH! Damn me and my procrastination! sigh*.  People ALWAYS suggest a study time table but that wouldn't work for me cuz i Know I won't follow it. Damn this thing... 

I'm trying my best to read more.. and Stay off those social networks.. 

I've got facebook down. I deactivated...


but then someone got me hoOked again -_-'

I'm only there for One application now tho but that's still BAD. It's hard to quit.. at least I'm on there Less now.. 


 
But twitter has become my new addiction Lol.. It's just fun on there.. and those tweetheads and I have a history lol. A very interesting history.. =] . But with time, it'll die out. Especially during school. On vacation, fine, I'll be on those a lot but when school starts, it'll be almost non-existant. 










So that's it for the beginning of august. Still waiting on those documents from Trinidad. It's been weeks now and have heard nothing. And those telephones of theirs should very well be unplugged because they NEVEr answer !! HMM! More frustration! sigh*. Well I guess it's my fault again.. for waiting so late.. If only we could turn back the clock huh?  oh well. . Guess it just means I have more to look forward to .!


.*~Neu~*.