October's here.. I should be thrilled... but I'm .. Down..
I've begun to have those moments where I just want to scream!!! But I can't.. sigh*.
So many things are going wrong.. So many things aren't going the way I want them to..
Not to mention Calculus. For some reason, it just ISNT my Friend. But we're getting closer.. I think.. hm..
No matter what, I still feel like I'm not doing enough with my time. It just feels like so much of it is going by without me noticing it. .
Time here is also taking its tole on me. Not only to I have to deal with being away from everyone.. I have to deal with *SigH* Weight. Things were fine during the first week, but it's going a little crazy now. And I've gotten myself into another one of my CycLes. I eat when I'm Sad, I gain weight.. which makes me feel worse which makes me look for comfort and well.. food's the only thing I have =[ . ugh ! I'm working on stopping. I am. Because this is ridiculous. It will NOT end well if I keep up with this.. I don't want to be more of a mess that I am...
I need some laughs.. I need to feel better.. My headaches are starting up again.. HM!!! I don't want this blog to be sad and filled with complaints.. My last few posts haven't even had pictures.. But I guess no one's always happy right? I'm entitled to a few not-so-enthusiastic posts. Hope I'm able to write the next one with a smile on my face.
Till next Time.
x-Neu-x
