Equilibrium? =[

It really does seem that things refuse to stay on one side of the balance for me. Whenever something good happens, something negative comes along just because life doesn't like my scale to be tipping.

University was one of my highest hopes for this year. I'm finally getting everything worked out ! Finally Excited about it all! .. Only to find out that one of my closest friends, that I've known since kindergarten, who was supposed to be going through this with me can't attend this school anymore.. We'd done everything from picking the same residence building to choosing the same classes. We were in this together ! Now things aren't going the way he planned ='[. I can't really celebrate my ''victories'' because of all his suffering. Life up there would have really been easier with him there, and it doesn't seem like things are going to turn around on that topic anytime soon..

Guess this ''Neu'' adventure of mine really will be ''All Mine''. I would have loved to share it with him. I have to grow up so much faster now.. and although I'll be in a school with over 20000 students, I'll still feel like I'm alone.. Away from all my family.. away from all my friends... Thank Goodness for the Internet.. and MAGICJACK ! Though that has SO many issues on it's own ! It keeps cutting off on me lol.

Sigh*

Well this is Neu ''Taking Life As It Comes... And Writing It Down In The Process'' .. The Good AND the Bad.